The path of being a spirit lover is never the way you think it will be
Oh my love
my beaver wife love
oh my love
my she who makes the spirit lover love
oh my love
oh my love
oh my love
oh my love
I boot up the computer my love
and show you the poem of the day my lover
you giggle
you swoon
you kiss me and touch me
and become soft and wet and slippery
you sing "I am seducing you my love"
you move the the couch
in the center of the house
and put on the bearskin
and I lick you from below
and the beavers come into us
I say
"these are bearskins"
the beavers say
"they will do just fine
these are healthy beavers"
and I bite your fur
and come into you from everywhere
and it is hot
the beavers made the first sweat you know
and you suck me far up into you
into the sweat
into the stars
further further
it is hotter wetter darker wilder there
and you sing to me
"oh my love
in the center of the heat and the darkness
we pray for the beavers to come back
for the otters to come back
for the bears to come back
far up within our lovemaking
she takes us to save the animals
to be the animals
to let the animals make love within our bodies
oh my lover
we do"
and later
in the morning on the phone
you sing to me
"oh my love
in the making of the spirit lovers
she says to me
'it is never the way you think it will be
if you have expectations
or lists of what you want in your spirit lover
if won't happen
the path is yours but you must accept
what I give you'
so many people
who want a lover
always are dissatisfied and unhappy
about who they are with
if it is their spirit lover
they will know it and accept whatever is happening
as the spirit lovers way'
oh my lover
we do.