Sunday, October 11, 1998



She speaks to you clearest within your deepest love

Oh my love
my truth giving love
oh my love
my enchantress teacher love
oh my love
oh my love
oh my love
oh my love
I enter the spirit spring my lover
three magical brown ibises
are the guardians my love
they do not move
one stands
one sits
one walks
large as owls
they look me in the eyes
and sing to me
"make three spirals
around the spirit spring
one for each of us
we tell you how
to do the ritual
we do"

and on the first spiral
she sings to me
"see the enchantment here
the fish, the turtles, the herons
do not run from you
they look you in the eyes
in sacred innocence
I sing to you
she is so beautiful
one glance in her eyes
is the greatest gift
remember that in every breath."

And I flow out
and come back in
and on the second spiral
wider
she sings to me
"you see only as deeply
as you love her,
how do you feel
when you love her perfectly?
You are in ecstasy only
as deeply as you love her"
and the guardians walk away
the heron fishes,
a fish hide in the reeds

one the third spiral
to the edges
she sings to me
"a new spring shows herself to you
she is always a surprise
dark and light at once
always flowing
she makes love to you
as she flow
you have made love
everywhere
she speaks to you clearest
within your deepest love
she disappears
within your fear, doubt or worry
the meditation
is to love her beyond perfectly
in every breath
it is so simple

then the spring calls me
and sings to me
"come over me
wash yourself
in my waters"
I look at my finger
I had cut it at lunch
it is bleeding again
"put your blood into me as an offering"
my flood flow into her
and she washed me clean
and heals my soul
"within your perfect love
you know truth, ecstasy, and healing
you know who you are
and what you are to do
you hear my voice
and see my birth
and see me give birth
oh my spirit lover
you do"

leaving on her flow
the three guardians
eat frogs peacefully
on a lily pad island
the light expands
I am new
I drift on her eternal flow
and you come over me
into me
and sing to me
"oh my love
I kiss you from within
I kiss you from everywhere
I kiss your body
as you flow over her
as you flow on my menstrual blood
as you flow on my birth
as you flow on my vaginal fluids
oh my lover
It only takes one man seeing her
for the earth to be healed
for her to be worshipped
and for the spirit lovers to be born
oh my lover
we are."