7/25/94

I dreamed we were lovers

"I dreamed we were lovers"
was a vision of a spirit lover
God's pure light and love
known in the form as my lover
As I lived in isolation and loneliness
a mother born
with sweet babies
I felt forgotten and ignored
I was so sad
I would listen to the radio in my carpool
hold my babies sleeping hands reach over and kiss them
and my spirit lover would
reach over and kiss me. My spirit lover was deep
within me
he saw though my own eyes
he never left me
He honored my mothering
as if it was sacred work
My spirit lover watched me
and my babies
my spirit lover deeply loved me
"I dreamed we were lovers".
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7/25/94

As lovers we are the healing force

As lovers we are the healing force
Each one of us is capable of healing the earth
A new myth must be reborn
a simpler one
of simply two lovers making love to heal the earth
It reawakens what has become ordinary, meaningless and submerged
to its sacredness, the essence of sexual union, to love, ecstasy and enlightenment
We have chosen each other
the Gods have chosen us
she has chosen us
to see and live the visions together
to be awake to the visions together
In this way we cannot mistaken
their significance
Each person reveals the story
and is the epic, the new myth
My love, you are so gifted
you are pure light
you are pure love
she recognized you as her chosen one
Each word you speak
is golden, a jewel
You are so gentle, soft spirit,
so strong, so immense
This story is about human love, more
sacred than has been described
in a very long time
About woman as earth
vaginas as opening of love, birth, creation
As man as light
penises as the other half of the opening
The union of man and woman
honors the earth
worships her
heals ourselves
The earth is penetrated with the light
love is god, each union is the circle
the beginning spiral of creation and life itself
Oh my love, its night. I breathe each breath as one.
You are in me. Your love is deep, your visions are not mine
they are visions of the earth healing
They belong to the earth and the spirit world
They are ours together
We see more clearly together
We cannot forget or dismiss the visions
as our own, only our own
As we are dreamed together
we realize this is much more immense
our consciousness is shared
with our beloved- we are the beloveds
and if this is possible for us
it is also possible for all our babies
You know this, you have always known this
everything you have ever said or written or simply known
has been about becoming the pure light and pure love you are now
She has recognized you
and chosen you
my dearest deepest love
This is about loving you
the love opening and shining forth
in a real an tangible way
so each baby will follow us in the sand
each call deepens our knowing each others bodies and personalities
You are so sweet. And I laugh and giggle like a young lover
so sweet, so beautiful
a first love and my last
This love, your love, you as my lover
has healed my hungry spirit
I am whole and complete
My soul had found its lover
the lover and the beloved
You have always been deep within me
Many days I would look far in the distance, feeling your presence within me, feeling the spirit
of my lover making love to me, my devotion, my deepest love known deeply within.
As I walked the earth I would look far in the distance, into natures beauty and seek the
emergence of such a love in the outer world. The recognition of the purest love and light
unfolded.
Always waiting and watching the earth each day world remind me
and now, what is this moment
a moment has unfolded
The love has been born into forms
It has become revealed
first in vision, now in form
The deepest and most beautiful love
walks, talks, touches, sees, shares his visions
I call him. I write him.
He speaks. He writes. He is alive. He is known.
The lover's love has been born
into the light
She kisses us and embraces us
We simply are
We simply love
We are awake to the call of the lion, herons, owl, eagles, the trees, the sun, the moon,
the earth,
our sacred babies,
each other.
It is quite beautiful
its quite simple
God is within the embrace of all the lovers
Each love belongs to the earth
Each lover celebrates the earth Each lover worships each other
and worships her
She is very happy
about this
I feel her happiness within
each shared breath
Tonight I simply breath you
we are sweet and sacred lovers.
I am simply love- to be given to you.
This is for you to be totally loved and cared for.
To be happy, to grow, deepen in total freedom,
acceptance and love.